Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Been coughing alot nowadays...

fainting every now and then...

then after i woke up...

i'd forget abt everything...

haiz...

i've had enuff of coughing out blood...

i just wanna die...

moi heart hurts...

but does anyone know tt?

moi heart is all over the place...

smashed...

shattered...

torn...

tattered...

thrown...

unwanted...

alone...

the darkness tt surrounds me is not lightening...

i have had ennuff of those tranquillisers, relaxants and anti-depressants...

i'd rather die...

someone...

please...

just kill me...

i dun wanna suffer in this world anymore...

i have had enuff of guys saying tt they wanna take care of me...

but in the end...

it always turns out to be a hoax...

a big fat lie...

it looks like i simply can't trust anybody anymore...

Guys like Cash, Chester (Dj`Lei) and Wei Siong (Maki-), moi didi's, Byakuya...

I've had enuff!

I just wanna die...

i wanna get away from this world...

i wanna be protected from all these...

but...

there's not a safe place available...

i dun feel safe anywhere...

i feel like i am going insane anytime soon...

what am i gonna do...

help...

tatsukette kudasai~

hontou ni...

_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
>> titledat 12:15:00 pm__


- - - - - + + - - - - -